I am still trying to figure out who I am and what direction I am meant to go.
This says it all.
Thursday, August 22, 2019
I Fear Myself
Sitting here in this moment of quiet and calm
The sun shining down on my face
Thinking of the beauty all around me
Wishing I was not "in this place"
My mind full of chaos and fear
The memories continuing to flow
My head racing along with my heart
I just long for a moment of slow
I keep telling myself that "I am OK"
A smile on my face wherever I go
Wishing it was real and not so hard
To take this pain and just let it flow
My courage and shine were taken that day
My pride and direction went too
My dreams full of anger, fear and hate
My ruby red heart now bleeds blue
Fearing those days when I feel myself slip
Not trusting what my mind will do
It goes to the darkest places
Telling me its time to be through
I FEAR MYSELF
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